der was sumthin abt e stare in ur eyes

r u afraid of e truth or e lies?

or  r u juz too stun to c me?

a part of me wana run n hug

n part of me wana get out

bt  part of me is crying

and another part is anger

SIGH!

i miss u

ur hug…

ur words

ur love

ur touch

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku,
Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini,
Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

Aku memang manusia paling berdosa,
Khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
Lebih baik jangan mencintai aku dan semua hatiku
Karena tak kan pernah kan kau temui, cinta sejati

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,
Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,
Sebab rasa ku telah mati untuk menyadarinya

Semoga saja kan kau dapati
Hati yang tulus mencintaimu
Tapi bukan aku

Biar ku putuskan saja
Ku tak mau hatiku terluka
Lebih baik ku cukupkan saja
Ku tak mau batinku tersiksa

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Jangan kau slalu merasa
Wanita bukan dirimu saja
Lebih baik ku putuskan saja
Cari pacar lagi

gg thru our photos

i cnt believe we’re dead

we use to b so energetic

bt we’ve gone our separate ways

bt s days goes by

i realise dat in life

i must treasure those ard me

cherish those i love

smile n alw b happy

for e lovely gifts from above

ive learnt to b more independent

n patient for e next person

yet…

im stil waitin for u

I WANA TURN BACK TIME

i miss u sooo much

i love u

y do wat comes out of another person’s mouth seems important to u? yes. i might say dat im hapi to let u go. bt does it evn matter to u dat i mite say dat to juz spite u? does it evr croz ur mind i mite b lyin? haf u evr thought of my feelings? on the outside, yes. i smile. i laff. n mke it s tho leavin u was an easy task for me. yes. i let u go cos i dun wana hang on any longer. im super tired wif everythin. i listen to u. tke off wen u ask me. n i evn mke u e top of everythin. i push everyone aside. i put u first. bt u? u put ur frens first den me. wat happen to u tellin me dat u wil push ur frens aside for me? if ure tellin me abt fairnez, wat abt u? im workin to earn my own living so wen we go out, i wun hafta wori abt cash. bt if u nid me every time of e week, hw cn i? n wen im nt der, u simply said im too bz workin. i took sats off for u n ure out wif ur frens. n wen ive plan of wer to go, its either u haf no mood or u duno wer to go. n u mke it seems as tho everythin is my fault. im nt e oni one hu haf a role. u haf too. i cnt foreva b der for u n ure nt der for me. look… i mite b hapi to let u go cos nw i noe al i nid is to find sum1 new. cos for al i noe… u wan every1 to love u bt u love oni one. u leave e rez hanging tinkin dey haf hope for u. i dun wana b dat fool hu waits n dun get anythin in return. i told u i wun harbour any pain wen u leave, so i wun. its my mistke to haf fallen for u. u alr s8 u dun wan me to fal for u. bt heys. wif everytime ure beside me, i fal. cos ure e one hu heal me. it mite tore apart again… bt heys.. its ok. wun blame u.

♥ n i love u ♥

♥ i want u so badly in my life ♥

♥ i want to hold u tyt ♥

♥ i want to luk u in e eye ♥

♥ under e vast sky ♥

♥ take ur hand close to my hart ♥

♥ fil my heart beating ♥

♥ vigorously when u gt closer ♥

♥ nw lets gt closer ♥

♥ ur lips against mine ♥

♥ nw dun let go ♥

♥ let it seal, tightly ♥

♥ juz u n me tonite ♥

♥ under e moon n e star ♥

♦ n i love her ♦

♦ n nid her ♦

♦ but she dn  realise it ♦

♦ hw much she meant to me ♦

♦ stuf i wud do for her ♦

♦ evn if it tkes al my wil ♦

♦ shes my star ♦

♦ i wil go e miles for her ♦

♦ i wud prove much dat i cn do beta ♦

♦ bt shes nt gvg me e chance ♦

♦ star..star… y? ♦

if i cud live foreva

i wud live and breathe u

hold u n hug u

love u wif al my heart

touch ur face after every kiss

hold ur hand after letting go

hold u close wen we gt baq together…